Saturday, July 08, 2006

I'll brook no defeat.

I missed my daily reads. And I also missed my blog.

That I missed something or someone is a sure sign that I’m healthy, isn’t it? I mean, it should not be construed that I’m addicted to internet.

I’ve also a healthy life outside of Internet. I fancy myself to be a passionate man. I like outdoors a lot. And I almost always dress up casual.

I’m also aware of the sheer futility of wasting valuable time and bytes chiding BSNL for its incompetence. But I’m also aware that I should not be cowed down by all those vibes of underdevelopment. Although I know that those vibes are constantly debilitating, suffocative and corrosive of your will, I will always be ready to fight for my space—my personal tiny space in this choice less place.

My personal blog is what I’m—It’s (It’s not about me—it’s me) my fight for shaking off the corrosive vibes of underdevelopment. If I start to feel that it will be boring for you to hear me out of my constant harping of my access to internet, electricity or water, I just might have taken the first step (unwittingly, of course) towards defeat. If I ever thought that I might be nearing that zone, I’ll pinch myself hard and immediately start talking of my choices and that state of being choice less.

And, blogs, to my mind, will be changing the world. This is the first in human history when an ordinary citizen of any country can bond directly with any other citizen of any other country. This is the first time in human history when an ordinary citizen can escape the clutches of his government, political leaders, editors, directors, CEOs and see eye to eye with a fellow citizen of any other country in this world. It is exactly, what the revolutionary Mao would have termed, ‘an earth shattering advent’.

All said, I was denied access to my blog last night. My dial up box actually announced ‘access denied’ which instantly transported me to a surreal regime where you are under the constant watch of a Big Brother.

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